I miss you like a heavy song!

To my dearest senior,
   You are too far from me now. I have a Pacuan Minda at the library and you are buzy preparing yourself for SPM next week. My recess time is at 10.30 a.m. and your recess time is at 11.00 a.m. You are no longer can be seen eating at the canteen, laughing with your friends, chatting with your friends along your walking back to your class from the canteen. I can't see your charming smile anymore. I can't see all the sweet things you did that make me smile. From now on, I should prepare myself to be familiar to this situation. I should be happy when you are no longer in front of me. Today, I see you walk with your friends to motorcycle parking. From far, I see you smile, laugh and so happy. I am just can see you from your back. However it is, I am so grateful to Allah as I still have a chance to see you and your Nike bag. At a usual place, I take a look for a while if you are there are not. I see you again. And for the second time, I also see you from your back. My Senior, you are so special to me. I miss you!