First day SPM

Today is 14 November and the first day for SPM. I'm not taking SPM for this year. But, this story is about my special senior who is taking SPM which start today. Today is Bahasa Melayu paper. For me and the other form 4 students, we are still having Pacuan Minda at library. Today is Biology conducted by Madam Zaharina and Miss Halima.

10.30 a.m.
    Hasnidah and me walked to the canteen to eat there. Suddenly, I saw form 5 group were walking to Surau Asrama. And suddenly I saw someone in the group. He makes me feel uncomfortable and so nervous. It is him! My friend and I walked straight to the canteen. And I tried my best to cover myself when I walked beside him. He is so excited chatting with his friends. I don't think he will realise the present of me in front of me. And I don't think he will care about who I am. So, I just walked beside him as I walked usually. I see him like I see other people. Just like no any feeling towards him. I don't want him to know that I am nervous at that time and I am obses of him so much. I also didn't turn back to see him as I did before. Let gone be by gone. HetuHetu