Today I had ED class for SPM preparation last year. We started the class at 8 am in ED room 1. Because ED room 2 was having a renovation. Madam Habibah told us to use the class until 9.40 pm. So, we started our lesson. Madam Habibah gave us ED paper for our End-Year Examination. I was so nervous as I don't have my paper yet. Suddenly, my name was called by my friend.I was so thankful to Allah as I get 75% for my ED paper. Although it is just A- but I still thankful to Allah for giving me a happiness in my day today.
9.40 a.m.
Madam Habibah asked us to leave ED room 1 and went to ED room 2 because 5 Alpha students will use the room later. I was smiling in my heart because I can see my special senior today. All of the sudden, 5 Alpha students were walking outside ED room 2 to go to ED room 1. Suddenly, Madam Saerah said,
"Zakir, Zakir! Take the things up."
I was excited to hear his name.
11.00 a.m.
My friends and I went out of the room to go to the canteen. I saw him walking down the stairs. I just can see his back. Not his face. In my heart,
"It's okay. I'll be seeing him at the canteen."
But, I never see him! I was trying to find him every nook and corner. But he is not there. Oh my goodness, did he don't like me? I guess yes!
12.00 p.m.
I was quite late walking out from the school. I can't see him anymore. With my sad face, I entered my mom's car. When I reached home, I was doing my Zuhur prayer. After that, I pray to Allah.
"Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosaku. Sesungguhnya aku terlalu mengejar cinta dari orang yang tak akan mungkin mencintai aku semula. Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menempuh dugaan in, Ya Allah."
I was too sad and rolling down my tears on my cheek.


However, we must remember!
When we think we are alone, actually we are not. Allah is always beside us.